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At last, u're about to read my life at my blog:)

hello. im zaf. 19 this year. currently stayin in ipoh. first of all, im a quite shy lil person but who knows me well, im crazee sometimes:) im okay with all types of people but don't make me hate ya by your words. im single for a year maybe? the reason why is bcuz im not easily fall for anyone. i can be really a calm person if i love ya! do highlight that " IF ".

kutuk kat sini okie:))

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ANNOUNCEMENT!

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but dont worry,this account is still active but not as active as another one :)
thanks for ur comment about this blog, didn't expect that i'll get a really positive comments :)
thanks all.

i love you.

new life

taken-is a simple word. im happy to have you in my life, and i will try my best to be d best to you and never treat u bad.
what had happened in a past, PLS forget it! eventhough she left you a really huge scar, but im here for you, dont worry.
and even though we're far apart, i'll never tell lies to you,i love you.

3rd sem

july 22

life? still sucks like hell. ape pasal? bukan salah rumah tu atau environment tp salah aty aku yg mengelodak nih. npe rase cmni? sbb tak ade yg membahagiakan dok lua ni, dok dalam pon lagi la worst. so biala jadi outsider tp how to fix my situation? haha^^, agak blurr di situ. adie? ohh die be bud aku. sebilik nan die. omg whats life if we dont have a friend? lagi 3sem je pown nk hadapi, kawan la smentare tuhan memberi ruang,bila Dia dah tak bg pluang kite berkawan, padan muka,agagagaga!
ngek la ape aku mepek nih. btw,i love havin a true friend . bcuz we will enjoy this moment together:)
kawan kawan kawan, tipu ah kalau tak lonely tade kawan kan? adieeee kau jgn buad psal eh kat lua nnt kne grounded,haha :)

ily guys!




eiqa's birthday
happy to see you guys.
3rd picx(left) : sara ,eiqa ,zaf ,nazzy ,nadz.

friends...

P : i and adie will always be with you no matter what, happy three friends.
R : takpe, i tak prlukan spe2 now.
P : [just wondering]... owh trasenye aku die ckp cmtu,aku ikhlas kot ckp cmtu bknnye ade niat pape. tapelah mybe die tak sengaje.
P : u, npe u cm moody je ni, share with me then:)
R : tak prlulah u tau ok, i dh bsa leh settle sendiri.
P : [just wondering again]... aku tak pkse die utk bercerite everything but cm tersinggung sgt pasaan aku ble aku ade as a friend utk die but cm aku ni trok sgt je. sjak aritu,aku sumpah trase and tak text die cuz aty aku sdae sgt. aku dah cube tlg die utk ngn that guy alek but why nak mrh kat aku gak... ape doe sala aku, sorry ah klu aku mmg tak pndai nak jge aty kwn, im not like your bff kat sne.... aku trase sgt cuz aku anggp die cm sis aku dah,ktorg rapat gle, but tatw yg pe aku uat sume tak kne, sorry.....

penyu & pumpkin

ni lokasi ruma ktorg,ni nga final exam gi cari uma..adie bezbud aku.love you weh.my life is not complete w/out both of you.
adie syg kaw!

stupid lil note~

i dont know why but sometimes i mad at someone but i keep it silently.
and sometimes i feel like wanna be all alone in this world but my friends are here for me.ILY guys.
why am i feel like shit living in this world without feelings.
i just dont have any idea of that.
i cant take care of everyone's feeling while my heart is broken into thousand pieces.
i have to heal my heart and dont let it broke for the next time.
and now i realize, nothing in this world is forever gonna be mine,soon it will go.
god loves me.
thanks.
i will always let FRIENDSHIP comes first because now i know, i dont need any girlfie.
im tired of saying i love you 4 now. so i stop saying it 4 quite long time.

her

today i was wondering that could i have a better life that makes me happy?
tomorrow is always tomorrow,we can't stop the time for being tomorrow.
but today i just feel like everything goin not okay and im not in a good condition
how can i help you and him get back together?
its complicated.
i just wanna see you happy, if im not happy its okie, i can cure by myself
but im worried bout you.
im sorry.
i will try my best to get your life back to normal okay:)


p/s : swear to god i tak pernah langsung terniat dihati yg nak tgk u n him tak bahagia.
kalau im the one yg nak tgk tu,mst i dh buat mcm2 dah to see korg seperate.
u pk lah sape yg dah ruined our lives.
i tak happy takpe,i sabar,tp i xleh tgk u unhappy.
slama ni yg u sorok something drp i, i tak pernah marah you,i accept je kan?
that means i syg u n takan nak tgk u sdae.
i sanggup berkorban demi tgk u happy dgn die.

zaffy zaffy zaffy




date : 1st may 2010


hangout with my bezbud,adie..
happy sgt kuar.. mcm tak pcye sbb bkn gi mane2 pon tp ktorg have fun sgt. huhhuhu!!
syg kau sgt mj:))

happy three friends




location : petronas & KFC
with : mj & machy

tak tau nape tp korang mmg aku syg sgt. mj, aku syg ko! machy pun. bila aku nan korg, aku happy. bila cuty sem aku wndu korg tp machy tak penah pon ase cm2 kan?kan? haha^^,
I D C
hahakx~
whateva it is, i love you guys til death wehhhhh. korg tatau btape aku perlukan korg.
aku nak kita mcmni smpai abes diploma, tp yg pasti aku & ko takan berubah rite!
machy plak, dah aku syg kau gak weh! kau tu je. haha^^, pape sajje, aku ade tuk kau gak ngek!
god, i love them, please dont take them away from me:)

gay gay:)




date : 24 april 2010
with : bro adiedodie

adie.. aku sumpah syg ko. sgt happy knal ko.. ko ade time aku susah, itu baru kawan rite?
aku mintak maaf if slama ni ko trase nan aku, aku akan make sure ko takan dibelakangi lagi.
aku tak kisa tade couple as long as aku ade ko:P

He said he had to work so I went to the show alone

They turned down the lights and turned the projector on

And just as the news of the world started to begin

I saw my darlin' and my best friend walk in

Though I was sittin' there they didn't see

And so they sat right down in front of me

When he kissed her lips I almost died

And in the middle of the color cartoon I started to cry.

And so I got up and slowly walked on home

And mama saw the tears and said "what's wrong?"

And so to keep from telling her a lie

I just said "sad movies make me cry"



love is beautiful
zaf says; maybe but nothing lasts foreva
a lover is a person you trust,share ur probs with,be with you all the time you'll needed
zaf says; yeah,thats right but i cant find it anymore......

machy farhana









farhana, pernah jd part of my life but soon it will fade....
its not bcuz i dont want you but you choose the other way so i just can say okie.
how much you hurt me is not important but how much you n me have gone through everything
i just gonna missed every single thing
but i have to be strong to face this fact that u r not goin to be mine.
take care and love people who loves you.
zaf is not for you.



happy three friends
27march 2010
i love you guys so much! pls dont take them away from me,god!
machy; you,bile nak alek ni??da dkat pkul 7pm
zaf; sabar la u.. pakcik tuu busy,cian die.
adie; ntah you ni,ta sbo nak balek npe? hahaha
kami pown smukin la smentare tggu pakcik dtg amik:))

my sayangssss


22 march 2010
time; 5pm
venue; LE HAIR saloon
with; MJ, MACHY, Z
AF
themes; baju belang-belang

love them ketat2 bcuz korg ni hebadd dlm life aku.
mj & machy; ILOVEYOU.



zefainz.
ily
haha!
salu gak wndu kat u!
haha~
:))

lovey dovey kuwh:))

zaf & machy

zaf & adie

zaf & adie & machy

13 march 2010
i love you kawan. aku takan put aside you guys okie. korg ada dikala aku susa dan juge senang. kite mmg dah tpakse duk luar if dah noty sgt kat ostel ni. kite ta SKEMA and mmg dikatekan aku pon suke gile BREAK THE RULES kat kpmsi uh. hahaah^^,
but aku tak kisa lgsung cuz kite ni mmg salu kne aim. stupid ass hole kpd org yg sgt BUSYBODY pasal lifeku. aku tak kesa pasal senior2 yg bajet baikk cuz aku taw korg pon cm G kat kuar jgn nak aim ktorg je
bodoh la kaw akak pkai braces dorm 2-9!! fuck.
adie & machy> aku sayangs sgt kat korg. JGN TGGL AKU.


can i be the sweetest boyfie ever to you and makes you feel that you're d only one in my love story.. im tired of being lonely:(
p/s ; im such a heartless.


U CAN ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE.
NEVER IN MY LIFE PEOPLE MAKE ME SMILE AND PROMISE THAT THE SMILE ON MY FACE WILL LAST FOREVA.
CAN SOMEONE BE MY ANGEL AND MAKE ME SMILE AND SMILE?
I BET NO ONE WILL BE THAT ANGEL FOR ME

PITY ME.

fufue means smokin!




nama; ahmad fufue bin abdullah(bapak die baru msuk islam) haha
umo; agak2 nmpak cm da tua tp bru baby je pown
jenis; binatang bulu lebat(nyusahkan wa nak mandykan) haha
aset paling hot; mulut yg comey(konon na guda awek ah tuu)
feveret makanan; koci(tp jadi hypre pas mkn koci)
aku syg je die? MESTILAAAAA!!!!